8/9/2010 11:08am8/9/2010 11:08am
I’m in the air now, already taxed to the few that means a lot to me,
Names: Dyra, Ijah, Naddy, Hernie, Putri and Aida.
Had a reply from Dyra and I think that she is still blinded by the lies that I’m like a brother to her, I’ve been trying to give clues to her saying that I still love her, the way I talk to her and text her, but I’m not sure if she know or don’t, but the other day that we meet my heart beat really fast and I can‘t hardly breath, I send her home, then when I kiss her on the cheek she kissed me back, my heart flew way up to the night skies and I felt the love from her again(tears falling) but after we both went our separate ways my heart suddenly was in excruciating pain and I fell to the ground, it happen when I didn’t felt her presents with me no more, and it hurts more when I remembered that she told me that she broke her own promise,
The promise that she made was that she won’t have another relationship till she is done with her O’levels, but then when teachers day came, she meet her senior of her school that has graduated, that’s when she fell form him, cause he had feelings for her the year before, they hooked up and now they are a couple, it was as quick as she hooked up with me, but this time she is ok with it, but I don’t know if she knows him fully like the same way the first time she was with me, it hurts me for hurting her, but it hurts me more if she gets hurt by love again by another guy.
My heart broke to pieces when she told me that she was already in a relationship with him(Toni, 18, first yr in poly)
And that is what made my heart hurt more when the pain came, I was on the ground in pain under the rain at the foot of her block for almost an hour, but then when she asked me why I reached home late, I said it’s the trains fault and that I’m going from one end of s’pore to another.
